Why can't you just say "no"?

Its not that hard.

"Dan...do you want to go get ice cream?"
"No. I don't want to."

See not that hard.
But instead it's

"Dan....do you want to go get ice cream?"

"Maybe. Let me just drag you along thinking it may be a possibility but then say no and have you find out later all my excuses I gave you weren't exactly true and I knew you really wanted that ice cream, but fuck it, I would be doing you a favor technically in my mind because I am too big of a cunt bleeding cotton ball who can't say no."

I'm just sayin.
Say no.
Don't fuck around.



ITS NOT A BAD THING!



HONESTY IS NOT ALWAYS NICE AND THATS THE JOY IN IT!

I'm also starting to think that my friends don't really like me. Like, they don't understand. And everyone is changing. Everyone is growing up. I'm not. But it's this fucking mental state that I have where Im not the one that is different, but everyone else is. I'm losing my fucking mind.
I'm done.