Not sure what this means...

I am extremely tired with all this overtime I have been working. But my spirits definitely have their highs and lows. I gotta stop doing certain things to myself. I need to start from scratch on not try to mend things that are meant to stay broken. Oh well. Also there are two bands that have completely taken over my ears.

Seriously, As Cities Burn - Hell or Highwater puts me in a deep trance with thoughts of life and such. And Owl City - Ocean Eyes makes me want to fall in love with a girl in the spring time on a grassy field.

I think I need help.