All I See

I've been thinking about us at humans. And how we relate to one another. How two people can connect on different levels. With friendship and relationships. How a lot of people look at the blue prints of something rather than the finished product. Before they actually invest the time to look into things and see when there is more to something than just the basics. But isn't that we do? As humans? We judge by nature. We create an opinion from the second something begins or is learned. But as we learn more, our opinion grows and changes. Recently I have found someone who I relate to very well. And after examining our friendship for the past year and few months, I decided to take it to the next level. This person I have great, deep conversation with. I can relate on many levels and we have similar interests and opinions. We have a good understanding of eachother. In any other situation I would laugh at my choices and myself. But I am perfectly ok with the situation that has presented itself to me. I can look at the negatives. I can see the pros and cons of things. I understand how everyone can view my situation and think negatively about it. But when it comes down to it, the only thing that matters is my opinion, her opinion, and our parents. All of which are ok with our situation. People can think my motives are greedy and manipulative. But anyone who knows me knows that I am not one of those people. I have a heart that I am willing to give to fully to anyone I choose. I have respect for peoples opinions, situations, etc. I come to believe I am a good person. My motives are respectable and I will always choose to better someone and never choose to harm someone. I cannot claim no faults. As human I am destine to make mistakes from time to time. But I always take responsibility for myself and my actions. I am happy that I can make this person happy. I am happy this person is in my life. I truly do love this person. She's always been there for me. And been such a sweetheart to me. You can make your assumptions, but you do not know me if you do not choose to understand.